i don't want to loosing you , but my heart says i must to be stronger to move on. i know i can , but not now! actually i'm not stronger person as you know , i'm a weak person . my head says I HATE YOU but my heart says I LOVE YOU! did you know that i always cry on my night? cry beside your laugh? i don't need your love i just need your care . i will never regret or say that i wish i'd never met you because "once upon a time" you were exactly what i needed. life too short and simple for anyone but not for me , i make it hard because i'm weak when i see you. To be your friend was all I ever wanted, to be your lover was all I ever dreamed. you never know that your name is in every page of my diary , i wish you do the same but that's so impossible . people say NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE but i says IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE YOU BE MINE. i wish i could tell you the truth , but it's popping on my throat . you killing me inside! but i never mind it , it's okay even it's make me insane :D my fake smile can hide all my tears , because i don't want people hate you . i never hate you , i just disappointed .my heart was taken by you, broken by you and now is in pieces because of you .i don't know a God that would allow us to meet when there is no way for us to be together . for me your smile is a perfect smile in the world even your smile must be all my tears . you never understand me because you never know how i feel.I'm falling for you. Hope you'll catch me. Cause I know it'll hurt so badly if you don't. i'm just stranger for you i know when you said "we're just friend" it's killing me inside it's the reason why i always stay away from you you hurt me over and over but feel as if sorry is enough to get you back in my life. you lie to me and tell me that you got my back reality you don't. a pain never make me give up , but your words just stop my breath. Rest In Peace for my heart . you stole my heart and never give it back , then you broke it and throw it like you never know what i feel! i wish i have a heart attack then die in front of you . i want to see you what will you do if i die today . leave me in the dark or cry and shout you never want to loosing me? exactly you'll leave me in the dark , i don't mind. but please say thanks to me for all my tears to you!
